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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding, bleeding love


Monday, December 24, 2007

so everytime you hold me

hold me like this is your last time

everytime you kiss me

kiss me like you'll never see me again

everytime you touch me

touch me like this is the last time

promise that you'll love me

love me like you'll never see me again...

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Sunday, November 04, 2007

November 4, 2007

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly, silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could've put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be
Silly, silly me

But there was something about you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for (stood for)
Knowing you're no good for me
That's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

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Monday, July 30, 2007

wrong when you're gone.


guess i should have shut my mouth
but i had to get it out.. so much for being headstrong.
goin' half way out of my mind...
i know i was outta line, no stratch that.
i was dead wrong.
and i know should have let it go
but i had to be right..
could have left it alone but no - i had to be right.
swear i would have just fell back if i knew all id be left with..
are these shoulda coulda woulda's cause you're gone...

now im out here trippin' cause you came up missin
and my head keeps spinnin' - its getting out of control
im backin down this time... i dont wanna fight.
i dont care who's right.
cause im wrong when you're gone... so wrong when you're gone.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth

How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you

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